letting go

This week I did some major mental "cleaning".

Almost a year ago

Someone I cared about

Someone I trusted

Someone who made me happy

...

Broke my heart

He was the first person I really cared about.

Something amazing happened the other day though.

After almost a year of trying to find something or someone to make me happy

I decided to just 'let go' of the past.

In that moment of deciding that the most incredible thing happened 

...

I felt happy!

I am smiling

without faking it

I can laugh

without faking it

I am me again

without faking it!!! 

I feel good about ME!

I honestly didn't think I could just be happy

without something

without a catch

but no

I can be truthful and say

I'm happy!!

I don't need anything to be happy

I can just be happy.

Happiness isn't a something

it's a mind set.

But I most definitely didn't get to this conclusion on my own

This was a change of heart

God has been working in me

And preparing me to be able to let go.

By the grace of God

I am rediscovering ME!

Daisies ...

I LOVE daisies!!!

green, yellow, red, blue, purple, black ... any color daisies ... make me SOOO incredibly happy!!

smile today because God created these beautiful flowers for you and me to enjoy!!!

from negative to positive

So I have decided that I am beginning to become alot more negative & I am surrounded by to much negativity at work .... I don't really like the person that it's making me ... 

This is how I am going to try and make a difference in my life ... once a day I will post something on my blog that I love or something that makes me happy!  I find that when I write I get alot of my feelings and thoughts out ... So maybe if I write down some of things that make me smile or make me happy I can have a more positive outlook on life.  It's a very psychological problem!!! 

It's also going to help with the once a month posts from me on my blog!! 

Here's to being happy!!!

One of my favorite things is ... Freshly Painted Toes/Nails!!

It's probably because this is what I do for a living, but the look of freshly painted toes/nails is so refreshing & I love the look of it!!! Ahhhh ... so pretty!!! Yes, you may laugh if you'd like!!!  I would too!!